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after so many weeks,

I had a chance to talked to him again.

I missed chatting with him, and I hope he does too.

At this moment,

I don't know what to react or respond to the way he talks to me.

I don't know if those were punchlines of his or just nothing to him.

Maybe I'm just being.. hmmm paranoid? of thinking he's being sweet to me.

Before, I use to feel butterflies in my stomach when I see him online

and when he talks to me using sweet words like "I miss you".

But now, I don't know what to feel.

"I want to visit there again and have starbucks with you"

"I don't want to lose you cause you're precious to me"

"When I speak English, it's you i remember or miss"

What the! What is that?!

Maybe, he's just like that not only to me but also to good girl friends of his.

For the first time in my admiring-someone-life,

I didn't have those goosebumps and butterflies in my stomach.

But that doesn't mean I don't like him anymore.

Hmmm.. it's just that, maybe it's time to lay-low a little

and face the fact that you're just a friend (a good friend) and a little sister to him.

Nothing more. Nothing less.

Currently feeling: calm

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Another monthly dinner with my gradeschool firends.

THEME: Thai food

From a number of four people, at last we became 5!

Michiko added in the group (after texting and inviting her a lot of times).

It's nice to see the group again.

Since grade 1 we've been friends and until now we still update each other lives.

Every month or everytime we get to meet one another,

we still talk the same stories... the same events.

Kahit nakakasawang pagkwentuhan... nakakatawa pa rin.

Love, boys, fun, jokes, old times, broken hearted stories... everything we think of...

we talked about it.

Until our next meeting in November.

Currently feeling: full